I fucked up royally a few night ago

nikita's (my ex) "boyfriend" has been bending her ear quite a bit, it started with her asking me to not contact her for awhile, cause he's jealous, he thinks i want her back... ah no, i dont think so..

anyway he's beeing trying even more to stop her having contact with me, we're friends cant he understand that?

we were meant to be hanging out, but then i get some story, nah she doesnt feel like going out.. yadda yadda yadda.. we organise it that i'll go over there instead.. I go over like we had arranged, but no, he answered the door and tried to block me... i get into the house, not raising a hand to him and he's shoving me, intimidating me, and generally pushing me around.. he pushes me over and thats it... I get up and i grab a knife and take a swing... then i drop it. and i know at this point that I fucked up royally doing that...

then he calls the cops... it wasnt a good night at all.... now apparently they told nikita to put a dvo on me, and i cant contact her in any way what so all...

so im screwed.. i would never hurt nikita, that asshole of a boyfriend just got to much for me.. i regret it all, and ive fucked that friendship now.. just peachy.

I dont have any luck what so ever.. these days.. this one messed up, the last ex, well you all know about "the txt dumper" dumps me cause she couldnt handle a boyfriend apparently, and now has a new "net obsession" its all rather lame. my current "flirtation" barely knows i exists.. what next? i get decapitated by a toilet seat from an exploding space station?

this passed month has not been good for little old me..

so tell me, whats something stupid, which you've done that you've really regreted afterwards?

go to hell.... in style